I Will Survive – Cake

Posted: February 5, 2013 in Uncategorized

well, oke… gak sengaja iphone ngeshuffle ke lagu “i will survive – cake”, ini lagu sooooo ciamiks abeeesss, buat yang lagi move on coba dengerin lagu ini sering-sering daripada lo melow mulu dengerin adelle :-D

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At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
And I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you’re back from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with that, that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second you’d be back to bother me.

Oh now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, you’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble? Did you think I’d lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll be alive.
I’ve got all my life to live,
I’ve got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

(SOLO)

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart,
I’m tryin’ hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feelin’ sorry for myself,
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new
I’m not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by and you expect me to be free,
But now I’m saving all my lovin’ for someone who’s lovin’ me,

Oh now go, walk out the door.
Just turn around now, you’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble? Did you think I’d lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love I know I’ll be alive,
I’ve got all my life to live,
I’ve got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

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hahahaha, ngena gak tuh lagu nya? dahsyattt abis….

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
And I grew strong, I learned how to get along

 

PARKER – a review suka suka

Posted: February 4, 2013 in Uncategorized

Parker The Movie

last saturday i watched PARKER with my boyfriend, we had high expectation to this movie because it’s Jason Statham anyway.. we both adore him so much, we watched his movie a lot ^^

well, we know it’s late to watch this movie, because we has no time to take a lil’  time off, urrghhhh

first impression when i watched the trailler, it will be a great movie, with Jennifer Lopez took the part, and i was wrong… this movie is biasa biasa ajeeeeee (hahaha cape pake bahasa inggris)

Okay, harapan gue terlalu tinggi sama film ini, karna fim sebelumnya (yang gue tau) Expendables 2yang sebenenrnya menurut gue biasa aja dari segi cerita, namun gue cukup terhibur dengan aksi kocak dan actors yang keren keren… TAPI…… gue agak kecewa sama PARKER ini, dari segi cerita, action, soundtrack, dan pengambilan gambar yang biasa biasa aja… *bagusan the raid*

seriusan deh, ini film nya maksudnya apa sih, nonjolin si Jennifer Lopez yang agent Real Estate? gak nyambung juga, dia hanya sebagai cewe penggoda yang kalo gak ada dia juga gapapa kali..

Alur cerita yang cepet dan melompat lompat juga menurut gue agak aneh, si statham juga dengan gampang nya dapet apa yang dia mau, well, okay awalnya lumayan keren sih menurut gue yang waktu dia dan temen temen nya ngerampok di karnaval itu, but then? biasaaaaa bangetttt.. paling yang rada serem ya darah darah dan tembakan nya (karna gue nya emang gak sanggup liat :p)

trus ada lagi cerita si statham yang gampang banget ganti ganti mobil (emang sih curian), tapi helloo? tuh orang yang punya gak nyadar ato gak tereak aja gitu? detil yang terlupakan ini cukup mengganggu, kesan nya jadi dipaksakan..

trus banyak nya pengenalan tokoh yang terlupakan, sampe gue bertanya tanya “who the hell he is????”, gak ngena aja menurut gue, belom lagi fokus yang terpecah sama penjahatnya, uurghh, seriously?? bagusan THE RAID kemana mana…

teruuusss, apa coba pentingnya si J.Lo ini hadir di film ini, menurut gw cuma modus biar mendongkrak film ini aja, yang ditonjolin bokong dia mulu sepanjang film, hahahaha…. disini “murahan” adalah kesan yang gue tangkap dari akting si J.Lo (i am not hater yaaa).

tapi at least, satu hal yang gue suka dari film ini, Kesetiaan si Parker terhadap cewe nya “Claire”, walopun digoda sama si J.Lo (walopun sempet nikmatin juga, ngeheee… dasar cowo), tapi tetep tuh si Parker setia sama cewe nya…

Alhamdulillah… sakit

Posted: January 29, 2013 in curhat
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Jreeeengg Jeng Jeng…. gue tepar sodara sodaraaaah… terpaksa bedrest for couple of days, because i’ve been hospitalized.

Jadi gini ceritanya, malem senin itu entah kenapa gue ngerasa kepengennnn banget makan mie ayam, padahal gak lagi ngidam (ya eyaalahh hamil aja belon, apalagi kawinnnnnn.. suami mana suamiik). si ayank (hahaha) akhirnya dengan muka sangat gak enak dilihat terpaksa beliin gue itu mie ayam demiii kekasihnya yang lagi kumat lebay nya :-D

Padahal siang nya gue gak makan apa-apa, entah kenapa selera makan gue ilang, gak napsu apa apa kecuali napsu )(&^$#@$^&** hahahahaha *digetok*. pas makan sih gapapa yah, gue semangat makan gara2 pake saos sambel belibis. karena kalo tiba tiba nafsu makan gue ilang, biasa nya makan pake saos sambel jadi semangat lagi makannya *padang sejatiiihhh*

keesokan pagi nya…. masih biasa biasa aja, kecuali perut gue yang agak mules mules, tetep ngantor dong dengan semangat 45 mau ngasih makan ayam farmville  nyelesein kerjaan. siangnya perut gue udah sangat amat bergejolak berasa pengen *maaf* mencret, secara akik orangnya gak bisa pup sembarangan (hya eyalahhh emang kucing), gue pup harus di rumah sendiri jadilah gue merengek rengek ke cowo gue minta anterin pulang. daaaan…… gak mencret aja gitu loh, bahkan gak pup sama sekali, *hihh pup aja bisa PHP in mblooo*. tapi kepala gue udah mulai pusing pusing, tapi masih berprinsip I am a tuff-girl balik ke kantor dong gue sebelumnya sempet dijudesin si pacar “kalo sakit jangan maksain diri, tar repotin orang lagi” *duhh mamiiiiihhhh, judes amattt si ayank*

nyampe kantor, nyampe meja gue langsung nemplok dengan indah nya depan laptop dengan posisi kepala di keyboard laptop… kliyengan parah… udah gak sanggup nyender ke kursi gue, walo judes nya minta ampun, si pacar mijetin pala gue pake minyak kayu putih.. mendingan sih, tapi begitu berhenti mijetnya ya sakit kepala lagi, hihhihihi doyan ternyata :p

jam 17:00 WIB udah gak tahan gue minta anterin pulang, tuh muka cowo gue udah kasian banget liat tampang gue udah pucet pasi… nyampe mess langsung tepar di tempat tidur. cowo gue balik lagi ke kantor

gue kebangun jam 18:00-an, kebangun nya gara-gara sakit kepala yang teramat sangat, hayolohhhhhhh.. ini kenapa mamihhh.. berasa ada yang getok pala gue pake ototnya ade rai. tapi teteeep gue sok kuat nih critanya ya dicuekin, tetep BBM an sama kaka calah bahas topik yang bikin ngakak ngakak jaya… tapi tetep itu sakit kepala gak ilang ilang

gue bbm-in dong cowo gue, suruh cepet pulang… dan bweeekkk, gue muntah!!!! adohhh.. kenapa inii kenapaaaa ini…… gue bbm lagi dong biar dia buruan dateng. BBM sarah udah gak sempet kebaca lagi, bbm cowo gue pun gak sempet gue baca lagi karena apaaa… gue pingsaaannnn….. mau muntah ke kamar mandi tapi sebelum sempet nyampe ke kamar mandi udah pingsan duluan, kepala gue kaya nya bentur ubin.. kaya di film film FTV itu deh, tapi minus taylor lautner yang nangkepin gue, hihihi (lhaa kaya pernah aja mas taylor maen FTV)

gue udah gak inget apa apa lagi, terakhir yang gue inget gue manggil ibu yang bantu bantu di mess, trus pas bangun semua orang udah deket gue dengan wajah PANIK, termasuk si pacar yang muka nya udah pucet kaya tembok mijet mijet kepala gue dan ngasih minyak kayu putih di idung gue.. DANGGGG!!!! sakit kepala nya muncul lagi, Ya Allah, ndak tahannnn.. sakit banget… menurut saksi mata sik gue sempet pingsan beberapa kali sebelum akhirnya digotong ke mobil dan dibawa ke Rumah Sakit terdekat. Di mobil pun sempet pingsan beberapa kali kata si pacar yang selalu disisi gue, nenangin gue “sabar.. sabar.. kiye mas, kiye mas” *wakakakakakaka pacar ku ngapak sekaliiiiiiiii…*

Rumah sakit nya sih lumayan ya tampilan luar nya, tapi suster yang jaga cuma 2 orang… adohh apa apaan ini, ya maklum sih, proyek gue kan di desa terpencil yang dikelilingi hutan sawit… huhuhuhu *pulangkan gue ke jakartaaaaaa duhai SDM*

Suster nya entah goblok baru apa ada kepentingan laen yah, dia mau nyuntikin infus aja sempet sempetnya PEGANG HENPON SODARA SODARAAAAA.. dan hasilnya tangan gue bengkak dan gak bisa masukin selang infus, pindah deh ke tangan satu nya, si pacar muka nya udah pucet pasi liat gue kesakitan dan berdarah-darah…

dokter datang 15 menit kemudian, check sana check sini gue gak dikasih tau sakit apaan, cuma dibilangin aja demam tinggi 39 derjat dan tensi rendah below 90/60 mmHg. Officially i am hospitalized

karna gak yakin nih sama pelayanan nya, kita belagu minta kamar yang paling mahal. Ya daripada kenapa napa cobak… dan kamar nya ada di lantai 2 daaaaan tidak ada LIFT sodara sodara, jadi gimana dong saya yang lagi lemah ini bisa nyampe kesana? ohhh bukannn bukaan, saya gak jalan ataupun digendong.. saya digotong lebih tepatnya, beserta tempat tidurnyaaa.. HAHAHAHAHAH pengen ngakak sih sebenernya, tapi kasian liat mereka yang gotong gue

nyampe kamar.. lumayanlah, AC+kamar bersih+gede+ada spring bed buat yang nunggu+ruang tamu.. so far so good lah… dan jadilah gue mendekam disana selama 3 hari

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apa yang gue pelajari selama gue sakit????

ternyata cinta Nya begitu besar sama gue, selama gue sakit gue dikasih liat gimana tulusnya cinta seorang makhluk Nya sama gue, gimana sabar nya cowo gue jagain gue siang malam, gak mandi, kucel, gue teriak teriak kesakitan dia selalu nenangin gue… aihh, jadi terharu akik,, ai lap yuuuuu bebihhhhhhhh

PUDING ROTI PISANG

Posted: January 21, 2013 in Recipe

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Bahan :

- 6 lembar roti tawar, dipotong-potong
- 100 ml sirup melon
- 100 ml air
- 3 butir telur, dikocok lepas
- 200 gram pisang tanduk, dipotong kotak
- 30 gram meises cokelat

 

Cara Membuat :
1. Aduk rata potongan roti tawar, sirup melon, air, telur, potongan pisang tanduk, dan meises cokelat.
2. Tuang di pinggan tahan panas 18x18x5 cm yang dioles tipis margarin.
3. Kukus 25 menit di atas api kecil sampai matang.

DIE ALONE – INGRID MICHAELSON

Posted: January 20, 2013 in lyrics

Peeeww.. peeewww… ni cewe suara nya ciamiks punya, pertama kali tau Ingrid Michaelson via You Tube, dese nyanyi “You and I“, sungguh amatlah country-ish abishhhhh…

Nama lengkap nya Ingrid Ellen Egbert Michaelson (born December 8, 1979), seorang penyanyi indie dan song writter dari New York, dan ternyata dia salah satu yang nyanyi soundtrack nya Grey’s Anatomy

mulailah saya browsing2 nyari lagu laen dari si Ingrid inih, dan tereeetttt.. nemu lah “Die Alone” nya.. wuokeehhhh… here are the lyrics ^^

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DIE ALONE by INGRID MICHAELSON

I woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head.
Spackled some butter over my whole grain bread.
Something tastes different, maybe it’s my tongue.
Something tastes different, suddenly I’m not so young.

I’m just a stranger, even to myself.
A re-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf.
Don’t be a fool girl, tell him you love him.
Don’t be a fool girl, you’re not above him.

I never thought I could love anyone but myself.
Now I know I can’t love anyone but you.
You make me think that maybe I won’t die alone.
Maybe I won’t die alone.

Kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby.
But little do they know, I’m just a maybe.
Maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore.
Maybe my baby will settle the score.

I never thought I could love anyone but myself.
Now I know I can’t love anyone but you.
You make me think that maybe I won’t die alone.
Maybe I won’t die alone.

What have I become?
Something soft and really quite dumb.
Because I’ve fallen, oh, ‘cuz I’ve fall-fallen, oh ‘cuz I’ve fall-fall-fallen
So far away from the place where I started from.

I never thought I could love anyone.
I never thought I could love anyone.
I never thought I could love anyone,
But you, but you, but you, but you, but you
But you make me think that maybe I won’t die alone.
Maybe I won’t die alone.

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keren gak tuh lyric nya,

i never thought I could love anyone, but YOU

NUMB – LINKIN PARK

Posted: January 19, 2013 in curhat, lyrics
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LYRICS

I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be

A REVIEW

well, it is one of my favorite LINKIN PARK ‘s song, NUMB means “mati rasa

this song tells about how you’d be so sick about being someone else. being someone else’s dream..

some of us always expecting something to another person, it is doesn’t matter actually, but when it is become pressure and the person you expected didn’t want it, that is so damn bad!!!

i know the feeling when i was expected to be something i don’t wanted, felt like you lost your self, lost everything inside you, the dreams you dreamt was turned into dust, dissapear….

we know maybe others think that they know what the best for us, but did they ever think that we need to make mistakes, we need to learned by ourselves, and not every single step sounds wrong means mistakes..

for me, mistakes is not always sins… mistakes is the part you must take to the other level of understanding.

sometimes, when i felt like i am trapped in someone else’s dreams, i just wanna scream, wanna shout on their face

“I’m becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you”

get the point?? no matter how succesfull you are (or you were), i don’t always think that is all i wanted, i want to be MORE and i have my own ways. the rulles you made is made up for you, you may have your own dignity but i have my own pride

i remember when i was ten, i wonder if everyone be a doctor, then who will be the patient? who will build the hospital?  (so that i didn’t choose medical when i did a university test :-p), but my point here is neither be a doctor nor engineer… but i’m talking about THE WAYS.

i talked with my boss  someone, i don’t think his way is appropriate for me :-)

Puding Roti Kukus

Posted: January 19, 2013 in Recipe
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Bahan:

  1. 5 lembar roti tawar, sobek-sobek
  2. 700 ml susu cair (bisa dicampur dengan susu DANCOW Calcium Plus)
  3. 2 butir telur ayam, kocok lepas
  4. 1/2 sendok teh vanili
  5. 125 gr gula pasir
  6. 100 gr margarin, cairkan
  7. 100 gr kismis
  8. 100 gr keju parut
Cara Membuat :

Campur roti tawar, susu cair, telur, vanili, dan gula pasir. Aduk rata hingga gula larut.
Tambahkan margarin cair, kismis dan setengah bagian keju parut, aduk rata kembali.
Tuang adonan roti ke dalam cetakan mangkuk foil yang telah diolesi margarin, beri taburan keju parut, kukus hingga matang. Angkat.
roti tawar kismis
^_^